include prolonged states of feeling stuck, alone, hyper-tender, inner-outer upheaval, acute disillusionment as your known identity structures fall away. it may feel dark, lonely, not knowing what is what anymore.
please know that this is a very special time, that requires as much care as both the mother giving birth to the baby, and the baby being born itself. you are both roles for yourself. it's a shame that there isn't more outright care for this kind of deep spiritual metamorphosis, the more acutely painful this feels the greater the necessity for you to bring out your unique gift in the world - and that means dying and shedding and transforming the inauthentic parts of yourself you've been conditioned to believe, which means the bravery to be led down through the blueprint level of your being.